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The Sad Truth

WHAT SHOULD YOU KNOW BEFORE YOU SWALLOW THAT PILL

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THE TRAGIC STORY OF TRACI JOHNSON​ R.I.P. 

By Gardiner Harris

  • Feb. 12, 2004

A 19-year-old college student who had shown no outward signs of depression killed herself over the weekend at an Eli Lilly & Company laboratory in Indianapolis where she had been participating in a company drug trial for an experimental antidepressant.

The student, Traci Johnson, was one of 25 healthy patients at an Eli Lilly clinic who were being given larger than therapeutic doses of duloxetine, which will be known as Cymbalta if it is introduced as an antidepressant. Four days before her death, Ms. Johnson was taken off Cymbalta and given a placebo.

While Eli Lilly asserted that it had properly screened Ms. Johnson before the study started to ensure that she was healthy and had no mental problems, her death is being used by critics of a popular class of antidepressants to bolster their case that the widely used drugs carry the risk of suicidal tendencies for a small number of people, particularly young people.

Four other patients who were given the drug during earlier trials also committed suicide, the company said. The drug is being tested not only as an antidepressant but also as a possible treatment for stress urinary incontinence.

 

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Ms. Johnson's death came less than a week after a federal advisory panel concluded that the Food and Drug Administration should issue stronger warnings to doctors that this class of antidepressants may be linked to suicide and violent behavior in children and teenagers.

A review board has told Eli Lilly to stop entering new patients into the trial, and to have all the current participants evaluated by an independent psychiatrist.

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Robert Smith, a Lilly spokesman, said the company did not believe that duloxetine, the drug's generic name, caused the suicide.

''This drug has been studied in 9,000 patients, in depressed and nondepressed healthy people, and we have not been able to discern any signal between duloxetine and suicide or suicidal ideation,'' Mr. Smith said.

Ms. Johnson had not shown signs of depression, distress or mood swings throughout about a month in the trial, said Dr. Alan Breier, Lilly's chief medical officer.

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Patients who abruptly stop therapy with some antidepressants often experience withdrawal symptoms that can include severe agitation, unusual dreams and night sweats.
This is especially true of antidepressants like Paxil, made by GlaxoSmithKline, that leave the bloodstream quickly. Cymbalta also leaves the blood stream quickly.

Dr. Breier said Ms. Johnson did not appear to be suffering any withdrawal symptoms. He said the company might never be able to answer why Ms. Johnson killed herself.

''Most people who commit suicide in the general population leave people asking these kinds of questions,'' Dr. Breier said. ''And just because this happens while someone is taking a drug doesn't mean the drug caused it.''

Ms. Johnson did not leave a suicide note. She hanged herself in a shower stall Saturday night in the bathroom of Lilly's dormlike laboratory on the top two floors of the Indiana University Medical Center.

She had been attending nearby Indiana Bible College but left school to participate in the study because it paid $150 a day plus meals.

 

Whether antidepressants cause some people to commit suicide was an issue that flared briefly in the early 1990's but had been largely dismissed by mainstream researchers until last summer. That is when GlaxoSmithKline warned that a series of studies had found that children and teenagers given Paxil were more likely to attempt or think about suicide than those given a placebo.
 

Wyeth soon followed with a warning suggesting that its antidepressant, Effexor, should not be given to children. British and American drug regulators set to work studying the problem. The British soon concluded that most antidepressants in this class should not be used in children and teenagers since they have not proved effective in that population and could be linked to suicide.
 

The F.D.A. continues to study the issue, said Susan Cruzan, an agency spokeswoman. The agency is aware of Ms. Johnson's death and will evaluate its implications once the agency receives all of the needed information about it, Ms. Cruzan said.
 

A version of this article appears in print on Feb. 12, 2004, Section A, Page 30 of the National edition with the headline: Student, 19, in Trial of New Antidepressant Commits Suicide. 

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"Medications are tested thoroughly and, other than some rare cases, are generally safe. Right?

The story of Traci Johnson, a 19 year old student who participated in a drug trial for Eli Lilly puts the dangers of psychotropic drugs into perspective.
 

In 2004, Traci Johnson opted to help Eli Lilly test the SNRI antidepressant duloxetine, also known as Cymbalta. Johnson was tested and found to not be depressive and did not have any diagnosis that would otherwise indicate usage of this drug. Nevertheless, to make money to keep her educational endeavors alive, she participated in the paid trial.
 

At the end of the trial for Traci, Eli Lilly cut her medication of duloxetine off immediately.

Within a week, Johnson returned to the Lilly lab in Indiana and hung herself. We know that sudden cessation of these drugs is incredibly dangerous - but the FDA approved the drug months later. Lilly responded simply by saying "It's a sad fact, it's a tragic fact, that sometimes these patients commit suicide" - completely dismissive of their own negligence that caused harm.
 

It wasn't until 2012, thanks to a class action lawsuit, that Eli Lilly had to warn of the risk of suicide for those getting off of the medication. That leaves an 8 year gap of patients and doctors who were none the wiser to this risk."

New York Times Story:
Student, 19, in Trial of New Antidepressant Commits Suicide
https://www.nytimes.com/2004/02/12/us/student-19-in-trial-of-new-antidepressant-commits-suicide.html

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Cymbalta Lawsuit aka Class Action Results

THE TRAGIC STORY OF HOPE ELIZABETH MARADAY R.I.P. 

"In Honor and Loving Memory of Hope Gaul Maraday R.I.P. 
                                  ~ Life Legacy ~
Hope Elizabeth Maraday, a 27 year resident of the Hudson Valley,
NY and Fire Dispatch
er for the City of Newburgh Fire Department.,
entered into eternal rest on Monday, June 1, 2015. She was 42 years old.

 

The daughter of Allan L. and Donna L. (Williams) Gaul of the town of Newburgh,
she was born November 13, 1972 in Covina, CA.
She married her loving husband Jason Maraday on July 6, 2003
in Washingtonville.

 

Hope was the sweetest, smartest and most giving person anyone
could ever hope to meet. She was romantic, sensitive, idealistic and
determined to find the answer when no one else could.
Her heart ruled her life and in the end took her far too early. 

She leaves her husband, two sons, her mother, father, and her extended family
and loved ones brokenhearted beyond belief. We miss you, darling girl,
and can only pray that we will see you again. in a better place. 


Hold her close, dear Lord, until we can join her in the next life.

What though the radiance
Which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight
Of splendor in the grass,
Of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind.
William Wordsworth"


Hope is survived by her loving husband Jason Maraday; her sons: John Anthony Jenerose Jr. and Jacob Cole Maraday; her sister Michelle Lyn Carmine (Jerry) of the Town of Newburgh;
sister-in-law Staci Molter Pomerantz (Jonathan); her brothers-in-law Leonard Molter and Donald Maraday; grandmother Lois B. Kunzler; grandfather Wilhelm F. Kunzler; uncles: Jay F. Kunzler (Peggy) and Friedrich (Rick) Kunzler (Susan); her aunt Elizabeth K. Neels (Eric); nieces: Maura and Brenna Kunzler and Caitlyn Valenzano; nephews: Jacob Neels, Theodore Neels, Benjamin Kunzler and Jarrod Pomerantz. Hope is predeceased by her grandparents, Mrya Lydia (Laird) and Richard Louis Gaul.

 

Visitation will be held from 2-6 pm on Sunday, June 7, at Brooks Funeral Home, 481 Gidney Ave.
Newburgh. A funeral service will be held at St. George’s Episcopal Church at 11:00 am
on Monday, June 8, with burial following at Cedar Hill Cemetery, Newburgh.

 

In lieu of flowers memorial contributions may be made in her honor to
St. Jude’s Children Hospital or Charity of one’s choice." 

 

Hope will always be treasured as a bright ray of light, a source of support,
and she will be missed greatly. 

 

Poem by William Wordsworth: 
"What though the radiance
Which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight
Of splendor in the grass,
Of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind"

 

Obituary, created by Hope's family.
http://www.brooksfh.com/memsol.cgi?user_id=1603879#.VW9_KkmpQIg.facebook
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"Today, 8/8/2015 the Cymbalta Dangers International awareness campaign is hereby dedicated to the memory Hope Maraday. Hope's loving spirit, positive personality, and contributions will be forever honored and remembered.

The CDI Cymbalta Dangers International page is now dedicated to "HOPE". (And my dear friend)"

Special thanks to Hope's family, for their support to spread kindness, support and awareness, as was Hope's passion.

Find free support and information, at the Cymbalta Survivors Support Group (No Bully Zone) https://www.facebook.com/groups/cymbaltasurvivors     ...   For More Support Click Here: 


Message to the Cymbalta Dangers International (CDI) Facebook page for support: 
https://www.facebook.com/CymbaltaDangersInternational

Update 2023:
Sadly, Hope and countless thousands others like her, did not survive.

Hope will never see the results of the Cymbalta lawsuit,
I miss her family misses her terribly. The good news is we helped increase the warnings of Cymbalta Duloxetine and all Rx antidepressant drugs. 

Hope would have been very proud to know we helped people, and i hope she can see us from heaven.
She was truly the nicest person anyone could HOPE to meet. She never said anything negative about anyone,
accept maybe the evil Lilly drug company. She was a bright rey of sunshine in the dark often hidden world of Rx drug injury. We are all very lucky to be alive. 

We continue to spread awareness in Hope's memory, and others also lost to Rx psych drugs. See the results of the Cymbalta drug lawsuit to see more. 


Hope's family has asked us to warn strongly to reduce suffering, suicide, and fatalities. 
R.I.P Hope Elizabeth Maraday 

Suicide is NEVER the answer,
getting help is the answer.

If you are suicidal, have attempted suicide,
or are a suicide survivor,
you will find help, hope, comfort, understanding,
support, love, and extensive resources here.

I Love You.

And I will never stop fighting for you,

Kevin Caruso
Suicide.org
Founder, Executive Director, Editor-in-Chief
Senior Writer, Forum Administrator

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